Saturday, February 23, 2008


I sat down and took a moment. To analyze and ponder. To reflect.

About me. My life.

The achievements, aspirations, current state of mind and being, etc. Questioned a whole lot of things. My priorities, responsibilities and what not.

I gave everything a thought. And I came to a conclusion that some decisions have to be made, for the greater good. Hard, yes, but it is for my own good.

I will work hard in the self improvement dept. Making an effort makes the difference. =)

Some self assessment. I needed one.

Anyway, other stuff. Numbered, to show that they are not related to each other.

1. The guys have flown off to OZ. Will miss them.

2. Regarding the attitude, something has to be done. That individual will never know the fault unless we make it known, no matter how defensive that individual may be. That is just a risk that has to be taken. This has been going on for a pretty long time, and it sucks. Its pretty evident that most are fed up already. The frustration is building. And using someone as a scapegoat? Who's buying that? Nobody.

3. The apple better stop it. The past is, in very plain truth and sight, is indeed the past. Forgiven, yes, but that doesn't mean that you can go around being an absolute itch in the arse. She needs time, after what has happened. But sadly, your actions doesn't coincide with what you said. A thorn in the flesh that is pretty hard to get rid of, sort of like. I stayed out of it cuz its none of my business. But its going on and on relentlessly.

Just some food for thought though. She's my girl. I love her to bits. Mess with her. And you're shish kebab.

4. Cell. It was great meeting up after so long. And i sincerely apologize for the grammar error. It is not on purpose. What was running through my head, I do not know.

5. The 30-page report of Ground Handling and Safety Procedures that I'm working on now is draining me. Maybe Aircraft Marshalling is a better option. Oh well.

6. To a certain Benji Winston Terrylane, may you rest in peace.

Sunday, February 17, 2008


Took her out for lunch at Italiannies at The Gardens on Friday. Converge-d at night. 1 a.m played. Their songs were actually pretty good.

Angie's art amidst notes at the night's session. Was bored.

Come Saturday, was at Pyramid with Josh in the afternoon. Got myself a jeans and 2 tees.

Was at Converge again in the evening. Session was empowering.

Headed to Italiannies at The Gardens (again) for Jack's surprise (super early) birthday party/farewell.

The birthday boy. On the chair, ready to sing his birthday song. =)

Boy trying to blow out the candles on his cake with a straw.

And it wasn't exactly close to him. Boy huffed and puffed away. And eventually succeeded.

With the boy and Josh.

The photographers in action. Kevin seems to be a lil slow there. Lagging photographer.

Johan fooling around after the party.

Ah, Johan, you will be sorely missed when you go back to Oz. This dude here is one hyper human that's made up of an interesting personality and loads of dumb and silly antics. Won't be able to make it for the dinner on Monday night too, due to classes. Darn it la. You have a safe flight home on Tuesday yah.

And fortunately, that was just an F.A cup match. It was depressing, nevertheless. Thanks guys, for rubbing that in. Lol.

But we are still 5 points ahead of you in the league. High hopes in catching up!

Thursday, February 14, 2008


A long time ago, St. Valentine wrote a letter to his beloved before his execution.

Thus, the existence of this day.


Is not something to brag about. Its something very beautiful shared between two individuals.

The very beauty of the soul.

And to see her was to love her, love but her, and love her forever.

May you melt, just like the ice that melts in spring, leaving no trace of its chill.

This is to the sunshine of my life.

I Love You.

Wednesday, February 13, 2008

Movies and a very troubling thing.

When I'm done with lectures, unbelievingly completed those darn assignments or when I'm not on the phone.. Time, these few days, was killed by...

P2. Horror slasher flick by Alexander Ajas, the same guy who directed The Hills Have Eyes. It was nothing to shout about though, pretty normal horror movie with the usual scares.

Hitman. Missed this movie due to the Aussie trip. Movie is nothing close to the popular game. Too little blood and gore. Lol. A good attempt overall though.

Rendition. A movie about lost people, as in, missing. Think Flight Plan and The Forgotten, but with a little twist.

The Heartbreak Kid. Romance comedy starring Ben Stiller. Stupid comedy, but worth the watch.

So yea, been catching up on flicks whenever I'm free.

Other than that, its mostly all about lectures, assignments and those calls which I look forward to. =)

Anyway, on a worrying note.

I've been experiencing bouts of vertigo lately.

Vertigo. It is often incorrectly associated with dizziness, but its not. Its different, and in a bad way too.

It sucks like shit, considering that the body is rendered extremely weak during the attack and nausea cruelly kicks in due to the spinning of the current state of sight. Everything spins and swims. Cold sweat breaks out. The feeling is very incapacitating.

It doesn't help when it comes midway during lectures or when I'm doing some assignment. And one bout may last for a few hours. And it comes without warning.

Sigh. I don't know what triggers it. Yea, the feeling is something similar to getting high but then again I do not pop those things. So I'm kinda perplexed on how and why I get it.

I wish it would quit bothering me and go away.

Monday, February 11, 2008

Chinese New Year.

These few days has been a flurry of good food, red packets, oranges, cards, mahjong, alcohol and great company.

And a very Happy CNY to all.

Was at Kevin's house last night for his 21st birthday party.

The cake totally rocks mann.

The boy and his cake.

The pic says it all. Famous Ipoh white coffee as a present. But then got Nike socks inside. Haha.

Its been awhile since I last saw this guy. Rocker guitarist. Nothing much has changed about him though, except appearance wise. Rocker hairdo too huh.

And Man United lost 2-1. I have no comments. Arsenal must win. For the bragging rights lol.

Anyway, I just got back from a test. It wasn't too bad, considering the fact that I didn't study much for it.

And I am dead tired.

Tuesday, February 5, 2008


He has fallen. Deeply.

She overwhelmed him. Heart, soul and being.

She is quite different from the rest.

At first glance, you wouldn't believe that they are together.

Because both have very contrasting presonalities.

But their love for each other is evident.

How would I know?


Monday, February 4, 2008

Of connections and some water.

I am connected. At the house. Finally.

Through a hacked network though. So sustaining the connection will most certainly be a problem.

Anyways when I arrived, I parked the car at the usual spot in front of the house and then I went straight to my room to dump my stuff.

Reached the top of the stairs, strode up to the door, twisted the knob and stepped in. Like always.

But today, One sound was painfully distinct. And it certainly didn't belong in my room.


I looked down...and sweared. (Babi.)

My feet was in a puddle. And puddles, under normal circumstances, do not belong in bedrooms.

I tuned on the lights, fearing the worst.

OH BABI. This time, much louder.

Splashed my way to the loo. To get the mop.

Because my room was flooded.

Spent the next hour cleaning up the mess.

Which spells the end of the parquet flooring. Its ruined.

The reason for the needless La Nina?

Firstly presumed to be the leaking roof, but later I found out that it was the water tank that retardedly tilted to an acute angle, causing an overflow on to the room below, which so darn unfortunately, was mine.

And I hope that this will not happen again.

Sunday, February 3, 2008


Just got back today. Feeling very lethargic.

Awana. Been ages since I last came here. Nothing much has changed though.

That's John, showing me my initial on a cracker. Haha.

Trip was okay. Nothing to shout about. Brought along a couple of assignments to do, so was fixated on the laptop for prolonged periods of time.

The weather was unusually cold too, probably due to the rain that came in torrents, bringing no comfort to the already cold weather.

And I missed Switchfoot because of this trip. Enough said.

Classes are on as usual tomorrow, till Wednesday. Then its the New Year break, but for only a mere 2 days. Peaked pathetic-ness la.